Stay close to anything that makes you glad you are alive.– Hafiz (via loveyourchaos)
Is it selfish that getting this job or not in NYC is a determining factor to be with Chris or not? If I get the job then I would move to to the Big Apple, the same city he’s in. It would be a sign that we were meant to be together, that my hesitation was the only reason we aren’t together. He’s doing everything right but it’s me that’s the problem. I can’t let myself be with someone. I...